WOW

I didn't realize how long it has been since I have posted here on my blog. I am no longer in florida and the stress I was under there is now gone.

I had gained weight before moving to Florida. I have since lost those 8 pounds plus an additional 11 more. I need to find a scale to see how much more I have lost. I am feeling better each day as my weight goes away, my knees especially.

I do have a facebook page about weight loss and special topics as well. I will link this blog to it.

Epic Fail

Well, I said on August 3 that I would blog more often and that has not happened. ha! We still have not found work, Aerotek is being a pain in the ass for sure and it pisses me off. I have had headaches everyday, I think it is stress, allergies and it is dry in the house. Money is beyond tight thus making me super grumpy! LOL No way right?
I had gained 8 pounds before leaving and that upset me but I didn't have time to worry about it with packing up to move. I have since lost those 8 pounds and will be working on the next 10 to hit the road.
Mentally, not doing so well. I miss my family and friends though I don't think this is it. We have been thru hell the last year n half and I thought things would be better for our one year anniversary, NOT. We don't even have money to go to dinner, how depressing is that. I sure as shit hope next years anniversary is a lot better.
I am so grumpy the last two days now that even I can't stand myself.
Well, off to clean house and do errans before the next set of storms will hit.

long time

Well, it has been a long time since i have blogged. We have officially moved to florida. The two weeks more like a month leading up to this was very stressful. I did gain about 7 pounds. That I am not happy about but it was so hard to stay on track.
Now that we are here..I am getting myself back on track, getting my fruits n veggies in, vitamins, shakes and excercise. It is great having a pool available to excercise in which will help knock out those 7 pounds.

will keep blogging now that I am settled again.

july 12

What a day! I am glad it is almost over. It is amazing that you can be so stressed out and want to eat yourself to death and know that it is a bad decision and DID not follow thru with the wanting to eat everything in the house. The next two weeks will be really rough for sure, for we are packing up to move. I have not been following my weight loss plan the best but I am concious(sp) of it everyday. I don't want to gain it back and sure want to keep on losing.
I am off for now and love myself enough to not go back to my old ways.

Wednesday July 7th

What a week! I cannot shake off some more weight and I really need to. I feel very bloated, full and cannot seem to get rid of it. I am drinking more water as I was directed to by Whit. It helped a little but not enough. I am on my third month(so far) with no period. I am going thru the change slowly...ugh and will miss upto 4 months of periods and during this time I really start to bloat. I hate it! It is so uncomfortable...grrrr

I sure hope this gets better soon. I am having a garage sale friday and saturday on top of that I am trying to pack up our house to move to Florida....so stressed out which is not helping the situation. I lost three pounds and gained it back and I think it is the bloating....got get a grip on it and change that around.

weight gain :(

Well I gained three pounds yet I know why. We ate out alot though I controlled the amount. I was not being consistant with my tablets, protein snacks and my night time cravings are up. I am responsible for my weight gain and now I need to get it off plus three more.
I do not want to gain it all back. I have people complimenting me all the time about how great I look and the differences they can see.
I know what I did and what I need to do to change it. I love my new look and want to keep on a losin

Stressful life

I can tell you that life is sucking right now. I am tired of all the drama that life is holding right now,mainly from a 13 yr old boy who feels he is the boss and cannot figure out why we are not conforming to it.
Usually, when I am this stressed out I tend to eat. I am fighting this all day, asking myself if that is really the best thing for me. Will this battle of emotional eating every go away? I will not gain back the 27 pounds that I have lost because I love myself and want the best for myself.