I can tell you that life is sucking right now. I am tired of all the drama that life is holding right now,mainly from a 13 yr old boy who feels he is the boss and cannot figure out why we are not conforming to it.
Usually, when I am this stressed out I tend to eat. I am fighting this all day, asking myself if that is really the best thing for me. Will this battle of emotional eating every go away? I will not gain back the 27 pounds that I have lost because I love myself and want the best for myself.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Father's Day
Well, today is father's day. It was a good day and a stressful day all at the same time. I love my family and spending time with them, I for sure controlled my eating habbits which is a good thing.
My step son was with us today and for this week. It is so hard to be around him, he is causing so much trouble, he is counseling so that is something. Not only is he arguing over everything(typically teenager) he is disrespectful and mouthy. I am still pissed off that he got his cell phone back after about 6 weeks without it and jumped on the internet(he is not allowed) and blew it up. We only have 25 mb and he used 100 mb looking at naked women. WTF? who said he could do this? He felt this was ok even though he cannot tell us his pants are too tight and he needs new ones..Ugh.
The stress I am under while he is here is astronomical and I have to make sure that I do not over eat, eat when I truly don't need to and find away to deal with it.
I did lose three pounds last week after having 2 weeks of nothing. I am happy for that for sure and hope this additional stress doesn't take over and I allow myself to make poor choices.
My step son was with us today and for this week. It is so hard to be around him, he is causing so much trouble, he is counseling so that is something. Not only is he arguing over everything(typically teenager) he is disrespectful and mouthy. I am still pissed off that he got his cell phone back after about 6 weeks without it and jumped on the internet(he is not allowed) and blew it up. We only have 25 mb and he used 100 mb looking at naked women. WTF? who said he could do this? He felt this was ok even though he cannot tell us his pants are too tight and he needs new ones..Ugh.
The stress I am under while he is here is astronomical and I have to make sure that I do not over eat, eat when I truly don't need to and find away to deal with it.
I did lose three pounds last week after having 2 weeks of nothing. I am happy for that for sure and hope this additional stress doesn't take over and I allow myself to make poor choices.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
10 weeks, 11 and 12
At 10 weeks I had 24 pounds off this old body...sweet. Week 11 and 12 I just maintained my weight but I got measured and have lost 14.75 inches which is fabulous. I am totally excited about the transformations I have made thus far. I am not upset that I maintaine for I know this is part of weight loss. I need to keep doing what I am doing and more weight will come off. I know I can do this. I have never lost 24 pounds before so I am excited.
Life is trying to knock me back right now but it will not where my weight it concerning. I love the show Ruby and Tenny said when people maintain they then will go back to their old ways. Not me...
Keep swinging life for this gal is not listening...I love myself
Life is trying to knock me back right now but it will not where my weight it concerning. I love the show Ruby and Tenny said when people maintain they then will go back to their old ways. Not me...
Keep swinging life for this gal is not listening...I love myself
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